shall i happy?

I got an award...

I am awarded at the time and things that I am not doing the best, shall I still happy? No, I feel ashamed.

I have done so much during the real “web” time, yet my managers never show any appreciation, that’s one thing. And … they told me there’s no future in web.

Now I got awarded on web thingy for the work that I am not satisfied at all and do it “part-timely”. Shall I feel appreciated?

You tell me.

Yes, I am depressed, indeed. I am still in self-recovering stage.